Perfect Harmony
By David Ledeboer


I Feel ragged, I feel torn. These pills inside of me, want to be unborn.
Seasick, Seasick, without the boat.Toss me over, I won't float.
Reverse the pain, reach down and in, slide them back out.
Tear me from within.

I'm empty, without a soul, Broken with no heart.
Emotions are withdrawn. It's just my part, the way I am.

How do I stand, the way I am.
Yet, I love this part of me. My only insane harmony, My only true sense inside of me.

I am broken, I am sick.
See me crawling in my ditch.
On my knees, on my hands.
Just bury that, that is me.

Yet, here I am, unwilling and damned
Silent, yet I won't go down, without a sound.

So walk away, I don't need your help.
Just placate me and walk away.
Leave me with my insane harmony.
the only true part of me.
Why I do it, I don't know.

Seasick, Seasick, without the boat. Toss me over, I won't float.
The waves are crashing over me, Yet there's no sea.
Just me standing in a room, standing in my perfect harmony.


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